one day after i got freaking sick. yes.for once, brendon is sick. u probabl see the different me. No screaming. NO lameness. NO bullshit. No nothing. The class was like lacking that special ingredient. The duo combination of dehydration and bites caused me to fall under the good boy power. EVen the onli way to save me didnt work .I tried listening to heavy metal along with screaming. But i could not get high again .I felt weak. Yes WEak.

BUT TODAY!! IM FREAKING ALIVE AGAIN. I AM BRENDON ONCE AGAIN. THE ONE AND ONLI BRENDON. THE ONE WHO SCEAMS. THE ONE WHO CAN BE IRRITATING . THE ONE WHO CAN BE A GOOD FRIEND.

HIGH. THSOE 4 LETTERS SUM UP WHAT I HOPE TO ACHIEVE. TO BE HIGH NOT ON DRUGS, BUT ON SCERAMO. AS ALESANA SAYS,"

Sweat drips in my eyes
Screams of lust we cry
Tonight you are everything to me
You're everything...
You're everything to me no more
As I wake from this perfect dream
I'll escape from Eden's walls
Can I not stay and live this lie?
Go away and I'll think only of myself

I NEED MY SCREAMO TO ESCAPE FROM THIS WORLD THAT HAS MADE US ALL NERDS AND ROBOTS. SCREAMO IS NOT THE SOLUTION ONLI, IT IS THE ONLY SOLUTION.

SOME EMO STUFF THAT I WROTE WHILE THINKING WAD TO WRITE.





APART FROM THIS WORLD WE LIVE IN,
A FEAR HAS ENCROACHED UPON US.
ITS DEATH WHEEL SPINS,
THE TIME NEVER FADES.
AS OUR LIVE ENDS,
A NEW HORIZON HAS OPEN.
WHERE THE DEVILS AND ANGELS COEXIST,
THEY SHALL LIVE AND DIE.
FOR THOSE THAT HAVE SIN SHALL SINK,
AND THOSE THAT HAVE PRAYED SHALL PAY.
LET OUR JUNIORS FEAR THIS FUTURE,
LET THEM SEE THE PAIN THEY SHALL ENDURE.
FOR NOT LETTING TO UNDERSTAND,
WILL ONLY LEAD TO MISUNDERSTANDING.
THOU SHALL COMPLY.
THOU SHALL LISTEN.
FOR HIS SOUL WILL BE RIPPED,
WHEN THE CLOCK STRIKES TICK.